I am so in love.

Okay, list of stuff I have to do. I hate my life.

Buy bottles
Carving block of wood
Other Myths and rituals
Research religious beliefs
Research Coca-Cola Douche
Research pessaries
Buy materials for pessaries
Find faux "glove" material
Construction paper for backgrounds
Get paper for backdrop
Research nasal spray
Create nasal spray
Write annotated bibliography
Type out text
Put footnotes on text
Memorize Candle in the Wind
Make sure the rhythm is correct for Candle in the Wind
Make the rest of letters for title

Most of this is for The History of Contraception project I am doing... pay not attention to it.

Why do we have to give up an indulgence?

"Oh Jesus, indulging in living again, are we?"

1. I really enjoy listening to Amy Winehouse. Yes, she needs to get off of drugs, but I am pretty much convinced that good music cannot be produced without drugs. Well, that's not entirely true, but great bands/ singers do not exist without them. That is what I am convinced of.
Her style is very.. soulful. Most things sound very thirties and fourties. She uses big band instruments in her music, which I really appreciate because there is real music in her music! And I adore her voice, it's very unique. She's great.

2. I just asked my mother what she would think about me going to a community college in Los Angeles, and she said she was actually going to suggest it to me. That way, I can get my residency during my two years and then real college won't be so expensive later! AHHHHHH, OH MY GOD. I MIGHT BE MOVING TO CALIFORNIA THIS YEAR. I MIGHT BE MOVING TO LOS ANGELES!!kjHIUDSHFgbfuGESFUHd
I love Los Angeles.
What if I did?
Oh my God, I would be so happy.
Even if nothing happens for me, what is more important for me is the expirience. I'd love to be successful, but it's really the journey that I find most important. The most interesting. I want to expirience all I can in this life, and if failing miserably at my dream is where that journey leads me, I'm really okay with it. I know I can do so much more with my life.
If my life doesn't go as planned... My second dream is to build schools in Africa. Either way, really, I will be happy. So happy. I would love to move to Africa and help people there... I plan on doing it later on in life, anyway.
Or maybe I'll stumble upon the cure for AIDS on the sidewalk or something. That would be pretty cool, too.

Sniff.

Lists lists lists

1. 25 more notecards!
2. Write page 1 of paper
3. Make costume design
4. Write annotated bibliography for costume design.

I want that done tonight. And into tomorrow morning.
HAH. When all of your music player is on shuffle, french music is an interesting switch for Sunday in the Park.



This is my night tonight.

Say Goodbye to Hollywood.

Should I stay up all night?
I'll probably pass out by 6.
Then I have to wake up at 10 to get ready for LUNCHITHCARIANDNOELLEYAY.
And then more paper to write!

Example of how tedious this research is:

I was reading a book on Aristotle, and I read this ONE sentence:

"But the perfection of reason involves not just the acquisition of the practical wisdom as to how we live, but also the acquisition of the theoretical understanding of the world, both because practical wisdom requires such understanding and because the mere contemplation of the truth is an end in itself and hence a crucial part of this world."

10. minutes. to. understand.

I actually learned something in Logic and Reasoning?

In short, it means that achieving a perfect reason is not just doing perfect things, but thinking them. This is because it takes one to think good thoughts in order to do good things. Get it? Got it? Doubt it.

This makes me feel a bit better.



I got this from nofactzoneblog 

I just want to cry, life is so great.

God, I'm a baby.

For the record... I SUCK AT PIANO.

Notes for Today
-Chinchilla... ChinKILLA.
-Not by the hair on my chinny-chinchilla.
-A valid arguement: All teachers are Nazis. Forslund is a teacher. Therefore, Forslund is a Nazi.
-BOOM! To my chambers!
-He got bounced so bad.
-Oh, it's Thursday! Time to revoke Habeus Corpus.
-Mr. Read looks like Billy Joel.
-Thanks, Black Plague, for making the middle man known!
-I'm Thparticith.
-♪Bad things are goin'd down... in Jew town!♪
-You've been there and done that. Do somebody new.

Notes for various days.
-My teacher is an Oprah fan... Chase was right. We watched Dr. Phil on Friday, but not just Dr. Phil... Dr. Phil on Oprah.
-Strangers with Cantdy's !GEOFFRY was on my Human Relations video.
-The Lions are going to win the game on Sunday because hardaflanashmooklackadack.
-"This is important. Put, like, a gazillion stars next to it. Put a supernova by it. Hah, put a suernova engulfing planets next to it, it's so important.
-Probabably... Willard.
-Definining.
-I'm poor, but streetwise!
-Someone spilled their Wonderflonium and caused a lock-down at our school.
-I have bruises the size of ballders.
-I dont know any men that want a fembot. Give me a woman that's the Terminator, NO.
-My teacher got so excited, she drooled all over her face. But, it was graceful. That's pretty cool.
-In the workplace, at home, on the street, even in homes!
- Mmmm... plague-osphere.
-For thirteen or fourteen, she had a pretty wide pelvic girdle.
-If it's enough to gauge your bone, it's going to cause you a bit of pain.
-I feel as though my pelvic bones are separating.
-Argon= my favourite element. (Argyle!)
-Stewart's mom gave us a lecture on Anthropology!
-Day in and day out... sounds like Noelle's mom.

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20080829/ap_on_el_pr/cvn_veepstakes

Well played, John McCain.
Well played.

Welp... this journal is now officially Friends Only so I can only have my friends read this journal.
You know what to do if you want in. 
That's what she said.
And those are the types of things you will be reading.